Have Your Say

thursday.





was still pissed. went home right away aft school.







ystday.







i attended all the classes! hehe. sucha goodie two shoes. right. rashidah crashed the the aftnn classes with me. aft tt, her situation got a lil kecoh coz her hp was dying. haha. during my shipping business class, rash and me played sorta a prank; spraying water at ppl on the first level. hehe.





wenta mkn.. things went great.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 6/30/2007 11:34:00 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

monday.


wenta meet ad, ali, chinz, and skinny siti. it's loads of laughter. we were loud. i miss being tt loud. thanks girls for the great start to my week.


ystday.


nth much. actually, i cant really rmbr tt much.


today.


spent the aftnn with dilaaaa. haha. we went to search names randomly in frenster. mcm2 yg kluar. someone named taik terlepas pun ade. hahhaha!


i miss u. hardworking. helpful. outgoing. active. caring. loving. romantic. apologetic. u're not there anymore. but im afraid to voice out; for u're not that person. anymore.

Smashed into pieces at 6/27/2007 08:55:00 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

im envious of SheZai. period.


ill wait for my turn. i hope.

Smashed into pieces at 6/24/2007 02:17:00 PM

so, hello there.


just got back from brunch.


rotting at home the whole day.


last nite, i was friendstering ard mats and minahs profile. haha. i dunno y. i find the pictures they put up are so ridiculously tk tau malu. i found this changkat changi sec girl; i think she's just 16; but i must admit she does look pretty. beach chick. bikini. halter and all. quite liberal. then i found this arab girl who looks damn eurasian; whose doings totally taints the whole image of the arab community.



there's also a 29-yr-old mother who still goes clubbing with the hubby; hubby has tattoos all over his chest and the wife has tattoo on her xtra protruding breasts. there's another 20-plus female being who does pole dance and proudly show it off in the pic. such distaste. come to think of it, i've looked at onli, most of it, minahs' profiles. dbl-o is da place for them- most of these ppl have many, many pictures frm there. dont go to dbl-o. it's disgusting just thinking abt the scene there with these beings strewn all over the place.



i dunno how they turn out like that. it's not wrong to club, but-please- have some shame. like the 16 yr old girl, i cant understand how her mother is giving her tt much freedom when it comes to things like wardrobe. part of me envy her. but i dont think showing off tt much skin is the onli way to state that u're pretty.


oh yea. there's this guy who posts a video of him from youtube, singing a song, on almost every minahs's profile i went to. a comment to this girls, but it's all abt him, dawg! and he added this at the bottom some more -quoted from him- "Penyanyi kat sini yang tak laku ingin nak sing a song for you...kalau tak sedap tegoh yer.... :) " translate: unwanted singer here wants to sing a song for u... if not nice, please confront, aites.... :) u know, nvm, keep quiet kayss.. sheeeesh. anddddddd... he has a frenster blog, in which he bersyarahan abt frenster is becoming a place where ppl find soulmates, not frens. and he kutuk2 those who onli accepts "good looking" ppl. OMG. wat is wrong with YOU?! to add, he has the statistics too... kimeekkk. check it out.



"Wanna know wat?? guys age 16-23 most of them masih pikir nak flirt and enjoy....yang above 23 tu, serlalunya dah relex. Tend tu save money to get married macam AAHEEMM (i lah). Tapi dengan saper seh nak kahwin?? tulah...stand by je...steady lama leh kekal ke?? i went throught 4yrs, tak ponnn.....my kawan 9 years, tak ponn....its not the time yang concern, its the "clik" and the "love" that concern.
Girls yang age between 16 to 20, dorang setia habis sama guy dorang. Takut nak break lah ni semua...pasal they think they got MR RITE...80% i say susah nak kekal unless the guy is baik type...wat I mean baik is...his a kind type. Main friendster tapi letak pic her girl kat the whole page sampai kat dinding rumah pon dia tampal gambar gerl dia...abih sebelum tidor letak pic girl dia kat DAYI so could dream of her gerl dalam mimpi. Nak tahu pulak guys yang bukan under category ni will do?"


sempot dokkk bace....!!! wakakkakakaka! to add lagikkkk.. he still posts clips and snippets of he and his ex of, 4yrs i guess. fuuuhyoo! mcm2 gmbr la, dude. jln raye. candid (read: slutty) pics of the girl. all the way back frm 2002 till this yr. ntah la. prolly break up this yr, but he's happy go lucky. haizz.


aku mcm nk post je the links i've mentioned. but tkpe la. ill share it with u personally. hehehe.


ok. i shall stop here. im THAT free. yess. hahahha. i get a good laugh out of this. i shall do this again soon.


wahhh. soo damn long la this post. nvm. once in a while dedicate a post to these shameless malay beings out there.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 6/24/2007 12:30:00 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

wooooohooo! a definite reason for me to blog!


adrena darling is backkkkk!!!! woooohooo! but for 3 weeks onli. but wat the heck.


i've gotta meet feli, and adrena. and shahidah sotong. who else? fab. more of elfi and liyana. and ali baba. ouuh. and siti spideyyy. and craziie chin fu. the table ppl!


so. my holidays turned out alrite. soon, it's back to school. ssp camp a few days back. it was relaxing. the freshies are the same as the previous ones. as crazy. as hilarious. as sporting. =)


carrom marathon with hanaa and other freshies and frens. jeff, u power la! late supper at al ameen with hanaa, din, an-an, yus and wak. mcm2 la dorang.. biase la. no joke, tk sah. experience din's boggling driving once again, but this time, it's safer coz he has license already.


went home on second nite. during tribal council. man, if i were the freshies, i would have screamed as well.


halfway thru today, adrena made my day. damn u. it's no doubt a surprise. yippppiee! x-box time!! tmr's sunday, and then, back to school. u always, always get back when we're at school, ad.


is it true tt dearest fren of mine is like tt? i dunno wat to say, or do. im all very glad she's happy; not blaming everything on herself and hating the world. but with tt said, wat happens if....


nvm.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 6/23/2007 05:31:00 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

the day u went to enrol. i wanted to check which buses went there coz it might easier the next time. i had no idea there werent any bus. i didnt know u've checked. i didnt know at all. u didnt have to snap at me. make tt face. kept all quiet. u know i would have preferred u telling me straight up why u werent happy. i cried bcoz i was disappointed, scared. confused. i never want to cry.


i was never this girl tt's so weak. but because of u, i let myself loose from everything. i may still be uptight, but im trying.


i never intend to hurt u. i had no idea i did, when i did so. but we've talked abt it. tt u'll say wat u wanna say. u promised to not keep it in u.


im sorry tt i annoyed u.


you're my unintended.

Smashed into pieces at 6/12/2007 08:19:00 PM

bkn aku tknk update. aku nye internet connection kongasam, tas.


fri. last paper. let's just hope the best for the results. played carrom, and went hysterical over it. fun. fun. fun. lepaked at MLS till abt 4 plus. headed down to stadium. did some jogging wit mummy hanaa. it was refreshing.

saturday. CI meeting in the morning. it was dreadful. one or two were so hopeless. they're so, like, u know... u cant u just follow standard normal procedures. and the higher ranking one was so leceh. so kerekk. ugh. dropped by silat comp at NUS. it was a whole lot of fun. hope i can stay longer, though. met andy and khairul, or samsul, there.


sunday. jogging wit ema in the evening.


today. simply simple day. met rashidah at 2, walked ard.. looking prezzie for her mom's bdae. waited for aisyah to finish her shift. went to century. caught O13. it's was nice. no biggie. but it's worth the moolahs. rash, USA ehh? lol.


it's like the damn movie fever. pirates, shrek, O13, F4, transformers, nancy drew... aiyyohhh. all one after another. well, movie buffs' pockets are gonna be empty one week aft another too.


nenek(sotong), jgn fikir2 k. things will be all better. just distract urself. u should wat's best for u. kalo kau tk tau, aku bilang. tkpee.. aku nk bilang skrg je la. the best thing is US! kiterrrr! wakakakaka! sayang kau!


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 6/12/2007 12:41:00 AM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

lunch with the girls this aftnn. of coz, stupid antics and sotongness is always part of it when we meet up.


sat at cliff for a while, waited for zaidi to finish class. headed off with nenek, mummy, makcik. off to town. i wanna mini shrek dolls. they're too adorable. if they're out at stores, i HAVE to get them. dropped by aigner, but elfi wasnt there. just missed him, said one of his colleagues. and the handbags there are nice, nice, nice. but there's no way in hell, nor heaven, i can afford it. =(


well, ppl are still reading my blog. haha.. i very am.. wat's the word? touched? well, thank you. love u all! =)


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 6/06/2007 11:20:00 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

heyys!


term tests are here all week long. and i must admit i have not scurrying that much as the rest of my fellow schoolmates. i dunno y. i just dun feel the push. when someone encourages me to do so, ill just shrug it off. attitude? hmm. go figure.


spent time with the girls again this aftnn... waited for darling rashidah to finish her paper, then headed home together with her.


nth much. nth interesting. just ALOT of private jokes btwn me and my darlings. which i should not, at all, publish it here. hahhs.


peace out. stay in school. (wtf??)


anyhhoos;


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 6/05/2007 09:58:00 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007

today wasnt as bad i tot it would be.


the day started out with a short test during the plant diagnostics prac. it was orite. just a pass would. it i get a fail, i wouldnt mind tt much either. heh.


ate brunch wit bal. saddiq came and joined us.. and the girls later joined too during lunch! wooohoo! aft lunch, i finally decided to join hanaa and fren go shopping. well, for us it'll be window shopping. turns out tt fren of her's was zaidi's fren too. small city, ya? tas and rash tagged along! yayyy! and of coz, along the way, sotong-ness and laughter is a must. without fail =)


im gonna save as much as i can; then get the shoes and belt frm aldo and tt bag frm zara. am i squandering my moolahs just like tt? prolly, yes. but i cant help it. the shopperholic me has kicked in! and by when im gonna get tt stuff? hopefully by mid-mth.. hopefully. i havta scrimpppp then.

i had fun babes. and it was a pleasure making aquaintance with u, faiz.


ta~

Smashed into pieces at 6/01/2007 08:53:00 PM